Relax and go big.⠀

Who else has a desire to be bigger in the world?⠀
Do you fear that you might not be able to deliver on your big mission?⠀
You know you're called for more, to show up more, be bolder and share your light.⠀
EXPRESS YOURSELF FULLY!⠀
It's fu**ing frustrating to live in your own shadow knowing the only one holding you back is YOU.⠀
I relate!⠀
When I was on a BBC Prime Time TV show, I found myself crying in my hotel room. I felt I just couldn't do this. Didn't want it. When it's all I wanted for so long.⠀
Do you ever talk yourself out of your own dreams? Because they are just too big?⠀
If so, you are not alone.⠀
I know what that feels like- very well.⠀
And all the disappointment that comes with this.⠀
Here is a different approach I will play with and I'm inviting you along.⠀
Relax and go big.⠀
We're already good at getting disappointed. So how about loosening the grip on the vision and relaxing into being "just" you. From here, do more "you". What if we could relax and do it "anyway" or better said 'that way'? I can't keep up with the image I hold up of myself. My best self is great but she's too much for me on a daily basis, to be honest.⠀
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You see the problem with living this "best self" is also that the success she might bring puts me under pressure to be more of that amazing version of me. And I don't feel up to the task! I am not that amazing every day. I can brush up and wow. Yes.⠀
But I need the decompression and the not being wow-time. Just being my little mundane me who likes to watch stand up, gets her kids to bed too late because we got caught up in a tickle therapy session and snoops on Insta past lights-out time. Let's hang in the spa the whole day and not work yourself. The one that doesn't brush her hair when she sits at her desk writing bold stuff. Oops did I just eat something containing sugar? Shhh.⠀
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So what if...that was ok. What if you could relax and go big? ⠀
Go big or go home.⠀
Newsflash: You're already home.